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31 years- BY EDWARD JONES AKA HURTSSOMUCH

For 31 years I have waited
Ever searching
All innocents is forsaken
Ever hurting
Emotions get the best of me
Ever taunted
Nightmarish dreams
Ever haunted
For a love I wait
Ever lonely
Its on the out side I am
Ever only
My soul is dark
Ever tainted

And with myself
Ever unacquainted
For peace of mind
Ever wishing
But finding none
Ever fishing
To find an end
Ever hoping
Within myself
I am ever coping