Ladies 40yrs+ : Perimenopause and a lot of clear mucus

Hi ladies am 45, I get clots to sounds like Perimenopause to me. My periods are all over the place, I have been lucky and no real heavy bleeding, there is a great website called mysecondspring can't remember if it's .com or what, but very helpful with peri and menopause.I get really moody, cry for no reason, irritated, anxious, insomnia, skipped one month, then a three day period, then one that stopped after two days then came back for four more, then two that when I would wipe would just be light pink, then three lasting five days, one at seven, this one done as of today, but wiping faint brownish discharge, my hair is thinning, and my boobs and joints ache, I feel distant and not myself, have no motivation or sex drive anymore, I just want menopause to kick in already I am done with this roller coaster ride.