Re: Feel like i cannot cope
You poor thing ((Hugs)) I really hope you feel better soon. I had a good read through what you said, it seems like you are really feeling the pressure at the moment, in some ways from lots of angles.
I too worry like you, I feel I will never be the person I used to be, and never feel happy with myself of my life. I think it can get better for us, its good you have your therapist too, do you find them helpful?
I can relate to isolating yourself from other people, I'm the same. Sometimes, you can feel lonely in a room full of people, yet on your own, you feel completely comfortable.
I hope you feel better soon
Danny :)
Re: Feel like i cannot cope
I have no advice to offer, merely a hug (((((((((blackie))))))) Baggs
Re: Feel like i cannot cope
Hi
Thanks for the replies. It means a lot.
Danny- I guess i am feeling the pressure a bit. I really want to be able to go to university in October 2011 to take a masters. I managed a week long residential school there last year on my own. I had such a great time and felt like my old self again. Now i am losing confidence again and can barely leave the house. It seems so unfair. No matter how hard i try i still end up back at square one. My therepist is a great help but its hard to open up old scars. I think this has contributed most to the anxiety. In an ideal world she would like to see me three times a week but she can't. I have had to pay for this help because the NHS dont want to know. they just want to label people and put them on medication. I feel so much better know i am not on medication.
Thanks for the hugs baggs. Big help.
I just need to stay in a positive frame of mind and tell myself i can do things.
Thanks again for the replies
Blackie