Really struggling and don't know what to do

I'm in France.
I've got OCD.
It's flared up BADLY.
I want to die.
Citalopram day 14 - I know this could be a contributing factor.
Don't feel as if I can go on.
Keep thinking my daughter is in danger.
Pregnant with twins - otherwise I think I'd be dead.

I just don't know what to do!! I don't know where to go for help. If I was in the UK, I'd probably pop to the local hospital. I don't think I need hospitalisation, but someone to help me and talk to me about it all.

But I'm here. My language is bad. I don't know how the system works. I don't know if they understand OCD, or whether I'd be putting my life at risk by talking to people. I know they are very medication friendly.

I've just had enough: I've been through this so many times and I don't think I can take a moment more :(

I don't know what any of you can do - but if you can think of ANYTHING I can do, please help me.

The meds will kick in soon so just hang in there. Talk to your Dr about how you are feeling, ask for a translator if necessary. I know how hard it can seem but it will get better.
xx

hormones make it worse hunny keep strong xxxx