Originally Posted by
paulmoldeeside
Hello there
no you`re not mad, you`ve finally given in to a number of awful things that have happened and its your mind and bodys way of saying it needs a rest and a different way of doing things.
I was so sad to hear of your baby and the photos, but they`re just paper and you`ll always remember your baby so don`t feel bad.
My mam had alzheimers and various relatives have been a bit bananas, so when I had a breakdown in 1999 I thought `oh christ` but I swear on my life that these days I can cope with most things. I still get scared, panicky, breathless, hot etc but I cope and you`ll do the same.
Try the breathing into your belly, lie down and breathe so your belly moves up and down not your chest, this helps sort out the amount of oxygen in your blood and calms you down.
Avoid caffeine and any drugs, and keep coming on here. I`ve only been a member about a week but its a great friendly place and full of genuine advice.
take care and realise you`ve got a lot of friends who want you to come out the other side.
Paul