sick on anxiety

agggrhh

so sick of stupid anxiety, cant sleep...over what? nothing? stupid feelings

i sold a washing machine on ebay and i was really anxious when they came, i was looking out the window for an hour, i thought they would say it looks a bit grubby maybe, turns out everything was ok, but i still panic over everything,
they tok it away ok.

i bought a toy from john lewis last thurs with gift vouchers cost £50, i got it to sell on ebay as i wanted the cash, i pre listed it last weekend as it was free listing, the courier stil hasnt arrived, i listed it in advance but i dont have it in hand and it just sold, now im panicing that i wont get it and i be in trouble.

i just bought a new phone on ebay and im panicing that i will get ripped of and it will be bad condition, i cant sleep because of this...how stupid? i have bought it locally and scared to pick it up...

damn what the hell is wrong with me, why do i feel like this?
can anyone explain why i feeel like this?

---------- Post added at 00:53 ---------- Previous post was at 00:51 ----------

it would be nice to throw up sometimes

Hi Nok tok, I can't sleep for worry either. Feeling sick and shakey.
It's just all irrational fears, it's the adrenalin being released which is making us look for things to worry about .

It's so horrible isn't it. Really difficult, especially being awake at night