for me, i was offered Seroxat when i came off the beta blockers that im currently on. But being 19 i feel that there should be other ways that should be tried first before taking anti depressants. I have felt suicidal alot of times and have even been in the position of hanging myself but the only thing stopping me was the effect it would have on friends and family.
I do athletics, and my coach who im good friends with, is on Seroxat. Originally, he was on beta blockers and found that they made him violently ill. But, seroxat has changed his life around and he has been taking them for nearly 15yrs without any trouble. For me, the beta blockers have got life of the ground.
What i say is that if you are offered any sort of medication, you should do research on the net, and other sources to see what other people in similar situations have done. Then talk to friends and family. What you shouldnt do is make any 'knee-jerk' decisions because of the way you feel.
What people must remember is that these cases of suicide are probably a handful of people in among millions and millions who take the likes of Seroxat and found it to be of great benefit.