hi

I have these disturbing thoughts.... i donno how to define it... basically they are thoughts about thoughts.... like, when I am looking at something or thinking, a thought pops up in my head where I wanna know what is going on in my head as I am thinking that thought right now... like "how does it look like in my brain (from the neuroscience point of view?)" LOL

then I loose my concentration, and become nervous.... i also have some headaches, because of the tension that I create.

It's like I am much more conscious of myself and my thoughts... Sort of like introspection obsession.

I am not sure if anyone can understand me, as it is hard to describe it.

Thanks for reading anyways