WOW. I know exactly how everyone feels. My HA has been on an off which seems like FOREVER! But the past 4 months have been the worst. It all started in March when I got a headache. I did what the typical hypochondriac did....assumed it was cause by a brain tumor. Every day I constantly thought about it and my headaches got worse. Then one day my friend was talking and told me about one of her friend that got diagnosed with hodgkins Lymphona. I felt my lymph nodes...and guess what? My left lymph node in my neck was swollen (i think its swollen but it might just be my imagination). THen I did the next hypo move...web surfed my symptoms. I looked up Swollen Lymph Nodes and every website on lymph nodes that came up was about cancer. So of course one site was about leukemia...I clicked on it and checked out the symptoms. I wasnt having the symptoms of leukemia besides the lymph nodes but I couldnt stop thinking about the symptoms and about a week later my arms and legs started aching. Then i stopped thinking about it for about a week and the symptoms went away... then I got the flu and of course it had to be cause by cancer so my fears of leukemia came back and so did the symptoms...and its driving my NUTS. I'm soo sick on constantly thinking about this and I just want it all to end! Can anyone relate to these problems??