Hi hope everyone had a lovely xmas im just after some advice, i was on 30mg of cit up until june time this yr and it was great i felt fab so i tapered off it but too quickly i think (within a month) well come september the panic attacks and anxiety started again so i started on 10mg again and ive gradually worked my way up to 30mg, had awful side effects, dreadful heightened anxiety etc, as my anxiety was so bad the doctor put me on 5mg of olanzapine which has stopped the morning retching (i retched every morning for about 2 months) and has calmed my anxiety alot but surely after 15 weeks on cit i should be feeling loads better??? i did last time??? im still slightly anxious but more depressed of late so down and unhappy that all i want to do is go to bed (never been depressed b4 usually im climbing the walls with my anxiety levels!!), im having councilling and some cbt weekly but do you think its worth me asking to change AD's as really don't think there helping just the olanzapine is, ive heard that sometimes an AD doesn't work aswel for you second time round so maybe its that?? sorry for the long post xx