Re: should i swap???
How do they cope with us when we're like this? I've noticed this week my husband is a bit more distant. He's not talking to me much (as soon as our daughter goes to bed he gets a book out, reads for an hour or so then goes to bed), he's an early riser anyway so he's always up hours before me but we don't seem to cuddle in bed or even sit on the sofa together (partly cause I can't relax and just watch TV or anything like that). I want to show some affection, but I just don't seem to have any in me, and I'm constantly trying to just give him a kiss just so there's something there.
He suffers too, but with what I can't say cause he doesn't want to talk to me or the doctor about it, but recently, his suffering is because of mine.
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