been having a not too bad few days with the panic despite being under loads of stress then yesterday my son asked me for a lift dident give it a second thought till i had dropped him off then on the way home was half way round a really big busy roundabout when bang out of the blue i had a major panic attack then my feet got all muddled and couldent seem to drive properly!!! when i got home i was in such a state i drank loads of booze and couldent sleep all night then today woke up in a booze induced panic phoned in sick to work and spent all day hating myself for giving in to the panic again!!! anyhow tonight i had to give him another lift and i really dident want to but i was fine!!! wonder if i will make it to work tommorrow??? kazzie x