I am posting this on the forum because i want to say goodbye to my friends.

I am tired of conflict, i am tired of being labelled because i am a person with 'administrator' next to my name, i am tired of having to explain myself because someone doesn't like something i have said, i am tired of seeing my friends being abused and i am tired of being bloody tired.

I have been doing so well 'anxiety wise' and i really can't afford a set back. I owe it to my son, my family and everyone who has stuck by me over the years to keep fighting and i don't want to slip back.

I have made so many special friends here whom i love with all my heart and i am truely thankful for that.

NMP is an amazing site. Nic, Alex (Muppet that he is) the mod and admin teams truely try to do their best by you all and i seriously hope people appreciate them.

I hope no one thinks i am being selfish by leaving and i hope from the bottom of my heart that each and every one of you find peace from this horrible anxiety.

Very best wishes and love to you

Lisa
xxx