I was just writing because I was wondering does anyone have moments when they look in the mirror and they almost don't know who they are looking at. I have lost so much in the past 3 months I almost don't know who I am anyymore and I wonder if this will ever end. I used to be almost narcicistic about my appearance and now I just don't care. I looked in the mirror a second ago and just felt weird because I didn't know for a second who I was looking at. I look at life so differently now and with little enthusiasm and that just scares me because I have my boys to raise. The docs have given up on meds for me because just about everything they perscribed messed me up in one way or another. I just want to go back to the days when I could sleep 8 hours a night and I didn't think or worry about dying any moment. Is there hope for this? Anyway I am rambling and I am just curious.
worrying is alot Like a Rocking Chair It is something todo but it won't get you anywhere