I think I have been suffering from depression (undiagnosed) for several years now. Different situations arise that start it off again. One recurrent theme is me driving. I passed my driving test a few years ago, but as we could only afford 1 car at the time, which my husband used, I didn't practice enough and now it scares me to think of trying again. I hardly go out anymore unless it is with my husband. If I want to go out on my own I have to find someone that will give me a lift. My husband refuses to take me places as he is not a taxi service. He used to take me regularly to dance practice but got so sick of hanging around waiting for me that now unless he wants to go to the same thing I don't go out. He keeps going on about me driving again, but it scares me. I also suffer with classic migraine, so before an attack I get visual disturbances which means my sight is impaired for around 30 minutes. If this happened whileI was driving I don't know what would happen. I could cause an accident. I also have to rely on a lift to work from a colleague who is an appalling driver. I don't know how we haven't had or caused an accident. He does some really stupid and sometimes dangerous things. This is really worrying me too and I wish I could pluck up the courage to take a few refresher lessons and not have to rely on him or the buses. I finding it really difficult to amass the enthusiasm for anything these days even my hobbies don't seem to interest me anymore. I just can't be bothered to do anything but the essentials:(:(