hello everyone!!! well ive landed myself in it again but big style this time!!! i have done voluntary work for many years for an animal charity the cinnamon trust and today they rang me and asked me if i would go to the football stadium where southampton fc play on saturday have lunch with the directors and attend a press conference then go onto the pitch in front of thousands of people and be presented with a cheque that they haveraised for the cinnamon trust!!! no pressure then!!! i had to say yes cos its a lot of money and at the moment im feeling quite calm ive decided that if i can do that then it will go a long way towards my recovery!!! other half is coming with me so that always makes me brave!!! the thought of all the animals that need the money to help them will drag me there anyhow!!! sorry to waffle but just looking for some words of advice i hope i dont freak out in a packed stadium when everyones looking!!! thanks for listening guys hope you are all well luv kaz x