Hi guys....
As some of you know, I have a SEVERE phobia of vomiting and will do anything to prevent it.
Anyways, I can't really explain the feeling properly.. It's like something comes up at the back of my throat, then goes back down when I swallow. Or I force and sometimes it's just a belch. Other times I do it, I can feel something liquidy at the back of my throat. (It doesn't feel acidic by the way). I stop forcing then because I'm convinced I'm going to bring it up into my mouth! (Sorry if too much information). Oh and did I mention I'm belching an awful lot and most of them need to be forced quite a lot to get out? I feel sick most of the time and this does not help at all.
My stomach is often making noises, and so does my throat sometimes when that 'something' is backing up. I've been to the doctors a lot over this and they assume it's anxiety related or maybe Acid Reflux. I've been given medication for it and none have helped.
I've never thrown up from this, but I'm worrying one day I will do. But I don't understand why I would be trying to vomit when I have no body issues or have the stomach flu. This is really depressing me and getting me down now. Can someone also tell me if you can really hold vomit down? Or is it impossible? I feel as if I have the will power to stop myself from throwing up.
Thanks.