Hi

Im sorry to be so depressing but i just cant cope anymore

As i posted before,i have been told i have a problem with my platelet levels in my blood and have also worn a 24hr holter monitor last week because i have had ectopics and been breathless etc

The blood test results were a big shock to me and im now terrified ive got leukaemia or i will bleed to death
I have got follow up appointments this week
Ive never been so scared.Its my own fault for being pregnant in the first place,i so want this baby,maybe this is payback[V]

Sorry
Hunny x]