Well I start college on Monday and i have been preparing myself for months. I started meds back in June and started having councelling for my anxiety and panic. Lately i have been feeling so optimistic about life until last wednesday. I got a phone call at 9am saying my Dad had been rushed in hospital, they say he has heart failure. I love him so much and im begging god not to take him away from me. I feel like someone doesn't like me being happy because everytime i am something bad happens. I feel like im going to crack up any second because i just cant cope. I dont want my dad to die i love him, i already lost my mum.
Tearfully Carol x

If you have peace of mind you have everything