Hey Guys, trust me you can get over this, well mine lasted for about a year but eventually you will get over it. its just a thought in the end. i read through these threads again and i wonder what i was afraid of before. 2 years down the line i am completely ok i am just now more aware of the fact i have slight anxiety which i have put under control to an extent i believe i am cured. just keep having a positive outlook on life, change ur routine of things, stay positive, remember positivity rules all. love life, get a job, change a job, just be constant with change, leave ur town have new experiences (positive( just keep changing ur routine so fast your mind wont have time to process negativity. one important fact...always be around people. keep ur mind occupied. Pray and meditate.