Originally Posted by
Linus
Hello, it's been over a year since I last posted, I did say I'd keep in touch... well, here I am
I think the thing I'd most like to share is that I've had no relapses of my depression, there have been plenty of times where I felt 'tested' and under duress but I coped and despite some short term after effects from coming off the citalopram (for a few months after, more acute in the immediate aftermath) I'm ok
Life throws stuff at me but I seem to find the resolve to carry on, sometimes I can feel a bit bleak but I seem to have found a reserve (of experience, I suppose) to call on to help me through
That period in my life, the after effects of coming off my meds, the six years prior to that of being on A-D's, the period of depression and anxiety that led to that is a memory now, but I learned so much from it
It's a difficult time right now, my job is temporary and looks like it's coming to an end in the next few months, money's tight, the employment picture where I live is pretty bleak... but I'm not despairing, perhaps I'm a bit foolish not to be, but I do feel ready to take life on, more so than I ever did back then
I hope this isn't too self-indulgent but I did promise an update
Thank you and best wishes to all