I feel like I'm completely alone in this and it's driving me insane. How long is it going to last? How am I supposed to live normally when I'm in constant pain? Every day new symptoms. I can't take it anymore. Especially my head pain. I think if my head stops aching I could bring my life back, but it never does. I'm fighting with the thoughts of having brain tumor for a whole year. I get pains in my head almost every day. Sometimes a shooting pain, sometimes a pressure, or sometimes just an odd, dull feeling through the back of my head or scalp. I've talked to doctors, neurologists and even did a CT scan twice - everything was clear and everybody says it's just my anxiety. How am I supposed to believe that it's 'just anxiety'? I can't convince myself, I just can't. I don't know what to do anymore. When is it going to stop? I hate myself for letting this happen to me. I am so, so desperate...