Hi Stephen, you are being so brave and your posts are alot nore positive you should be so proud of yourself as you are handling the whole situation amazingly, i can't begin to imagine how scary the whole situation must be to you but you sound so much more upbeat than your previous posts whilst you were at home, we're all here for you on nmp and rooting for you hun, you will come through this and you will get your life back just how you deserve it keep posting, sending love and hugs x x