So we have established that my doctor thinks I have a infected duct and put me in strong antibiotics and we all know that I dont believe her and am convienced ive got breast cancer.
We we havent established is what a complete arse my husband is being! I tried to talk to him last night about how scarred I am that I have breast cancer and wont see my baby whos 18mths grow up, then it dawned on me that if I die now he wont even remember me, his reaponse, you can make a video for him then he wont forget you if that happens but it wont! Firstly he didnt say it in a caring way just a sarcastic way and second how in earth did he think that would help! I then spent the night sobbing my heart out just like I could now!
Today he said dont talk to me about your boob its rediculous and theres nothing I can say so talk to someone else!? Who!!!
Im so glad ive got you guys xx