i have my first appointment today with mental health nurse to talk about my anxiety etc. i guess she will recommend cbt or something.

its an absolute joke - i just want to find out whats wrong with my neck!!!

I think i might say to her, look love, i know u mean well but i need to see an oncologist, not a psychiatrist !

seriously though, i will try keep an open mind as everyone keeps telling me!

and no, i havent booked the chiropractor yet.