Hi all,
It's been a while since I've been on here as I've tried to put my OCD to the back of my mind and not question it, now...I've got something that's been troubling me.

Could my husbands violent video games be the cause of mty violent obsessions?

My husband plays games like Farcry, occasionally Call of Duty and Battlefield. He laughs at people getting shot in the head on such games, it makes me feel uneasy. he also likes action films with shooting and stabbing in, and I can't watch. The problem is though I get horrid violent thoughts about knifing people which I hate. I usually end up crying when I get them because they trouble me, but it's like my brain has learnt it's an acceptable way to behave. I try not to watch soaps or read the news as with all the violence it feels like it's fuelling the fire. I know I don't like violence, but it feels like my brain is encouraging me, anyway. Could this be something I've learnt from video games?

Thanks all

MrsS