Well done buster, great stuff mate...
Today i went into work even though i didn't want to.. been a bit anxious of late with the normal symptoms, but trying to accept and move forward.
Well done on getting to Spain also, that's a massive Victory!
Well done buster, great stuff mate...
Today i went into work even though i didn't want to.. been a bit anxious of late with the normal symptoms, but trying to accept and move forward.
Well done on getting to Spain also, that's a massive Victory!
Went to the supermarket and had a small talk with a employee. I was not anxious !
“Don’t Believe Everything You Think.”
Thanks buster. I never used to panic about leaving home and going on holiday I don’t know what it is other than leaving routine behind. I did have a small wobble the second day when we were out for tea but i dealt with it
Took my Dad to have the bandage taken off from his wrist operation. Floated into the waiting room, floor was like a bouncy castle, unreality raging.
'It was a wedding ring, destined to be found in a cheap hotel, lost in a kitchen sink, or thrown in a wishing well' - Marillion, Clutching at Straws, 1987
I repaired my smartphone! Proud of it .
“Don’t Believe Everything You Think.”
I'll fit in a weeks worth to catch up , put new screen in laptop proud for all of fifteen seconds until somthing popped on the motherboard
went to the scrapyard after a tip from a worker that there was an old vw I could make some money on , panicked all the way there felt like I'd was breathing through a straw as I stripped off all the bits I wanted loading up seats and doors mid panic and not breathing but thought if I'm going to drop dead it's on my terms
one for fish65 finally bought a catch for mums gate and put it on again whilst not breathing
Trying not to overreact to partner being so ill and her depression rearing its ugly head , hearing her talk about wanting to be dead is not easy but a lot harder for her .
Brings me up to today missed out on seeing the grandkids yesterday but had them today felt awful but wasn't going to let them down , built a volcano for granddaughter's school project ( with led lights ooooh ) and took them to the airport to see some planes coming in .
I'm mentally and physically knackered Ive tensed up so much my whole body hurts there isn't a bit of me that feels relaxed mind body or soul but the kids went home happy covered in paint and chocolate , next time I'll buy kids paint instead of house paint
Lava-ly job with that volcano, Buster! You've had a hell of a week and I'm sorry to hear about your partner's illness-physical and mental. You must feel like erupting yourself...
1. I cleaned all the dishes at once.
2. I cooked a healthy dinner for my family.
3. I walked to the grocery store.
4. I folded clothes.
I am mentally exhausted today. Hoping tomorrow is better.
I am like a giant volcano with a huge cork stuck in it , wouldn't take much for me to erupt in the supermarket, one trolley nudge and I'll ripping my clothes off and throwing bananas at people , you at that stage yet pulisa ? I'm well overdue for a kickoff.
I've heard tomorrow is going to be a better day for everyone
I'm a walking Vesuvius, Buster! Got a lot on my plate at the moment as both son and daughter going through the mental mill. Ah well, onwards and upwards...Will go and find some bananas to hurl at whoever crosses my path! Have you seen Falling Down starring Michael Douglas? I can empathise with him!
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