This time of day really frightens me..I know that the doctors offices are closing and the hospital is so far away and wonder if the emergency services could even find us if something went wrong..It scares me ...I don't want to feel this way but I do .. as the night progresses i watch the time thinking is this the time something is going to happen..I get stressed and worry.. but when I get stressed I get tired and make it somehow to the next day and then when the sun is up I don't worry so much but then I know that its going down again.I have all the health anxieties and phobias..and its just kills me..I hate this.. Its so sad...