Hi guys, I've been thinking about my HA a lot recently. I'm turning 20 in just under a fortnight but I keep thinking all the time that I'm gonna die really soon :( My brother died when he was 20 so maybe it's my subconscious that's making me think in this awful way? I'm not really scared of dying but I'm terrified of dying young. I can't think of anything worse than being on my death bed and having so many regrets. I always think I have some kind of illness and then I starting thinking really negatively like "I'll never be able to get married" or "I won't have enough time to travel the world" and things like that. Just wandering if anyone else feels this way sometimes?