Hi guys,
It's been a while since I've posted here, partly because I've been responding well to treatment. I've been on cymbalta for 5 weeks and before that I was on cipralex 20mg for 6 weeks. I haven't had a panic attack nor been anxious. Apart from anxious thoughts which seem to go away as time goes on. Here's where I stand so fat; excessively tired, depressed at times, no motivation whatsoever, lazy, can't seem to get on top of things, especially my studies, I have no motivation to study and find it difficult to do my work. This worries me as I'm writing exam at the moment. To be honest I feel lost in life. I don't what do to nor where to go despite all my help from Drs and family and even friends. I've had a huge fight with my best friend who is always there for me. Many people tell me I'm changing and becoming a "hipster" person ie I've lately had a new outlook on life. And become spiritual and purposeful (if that makes sense). I just want to be me again. The same person who excelled in school and worked hard. Why can't I get a grip on my life. And where is my motivation gone. I'm really down and I just want to be me, and normal again.
Regards
Gabriel