Hi Everyone,
Brief history.. I was diagnosed with depression in 2009 when I was 19. Which after a lengthy course of fluoxitine was soon realised this was due to OCD and health anxiety, to which I was prescribed 200mg of sertraline.
Been on those now for over a year.
I have just moved in with my boyfriend at 24, and every night I cannot stop crying leaving my mmums after visiting is heartbreaking. And until the crying is over and the anxiety attack is over i dont even want to look at my boyfriend.
I keep having debilitating thoughts of leaving him, I think its because my mind is trickin me into thinking ill be able to go home and hide then.
I have recently come off a long haul flight. Which with all the change could be a major contributing factor. Also I am currenrtl currently on estrogen form of contraception.
Its just like sertraline isn't going below the surface anymore. Its not curbing the symptoms. And my boyfriend who I love is bearing the brunt. I was in love a month ago... What hhappened?
Has anyone had this reaction before to massive change/jet lag/hormonal contraception?
This site is the only one where I feel like I'm not alone.
I hope I'm not this evening!
Thank you x