I'm freaking out again, I've been so so good this week, distracting myself from this but I've got a renal scan tomorrow, blood test on Friday and a breast scan next Thursday and I don't think I can cope!
My main issue is the breast scan, there's a smallish moving lump under my armpit that I have to dig around to find but it's definitely there... I think it light be a lymph node (lymphoma?!?) or beast cancer!
I'm going to the appointments alone and I'm terrified their faces will drop and I'll know something is wrong :/!

Has anyone else had similar experiences?