I am so worried for my childrens future because of me.I have no friends anymore.I find it frustrating to know how to talk the right way to people.My kids see all this they see me panick I try to hide it but they are very aware.My 5 year old didnt want me to come to his carol concert at school because (people might stare at you mummy).I dont know what to do for whats right for them.There is no family so they dont get a break from me.Everyday I try to give them the most normal day I can.
These tv reality shows promote how important socail life is within familys.Like that tiny tear aways programme I am so scared of ruining there life.How do you make friends and make it so your not "boring"to talk to.I do try to talk when it comes to it I am either on the verge of major panick.Or nothing comes out my mouth.It doesnt help with my neighbourhood being so clickie and hostile.
thanks kat