so im in the car with my co workers ... im sitting in the back seat just trying to rest on our long drive,....... and i swear to you people i had not one thought on my mind about anxiety at all!!!! not even sub conciously!!!! and this is what scares me about wondering if its my heart or not....
while i was sitting there with my eyes close all of a sudden it felt like my heart stopped for like 3 or 4 seconds and this gnarly crazy sensation came over me and then it felt like a surge of blood shot through out my whole body... it was a warm tingly feeling that shot straight through my whole body after that crazy sensation i had... as soon as i had it i sat up super fast and tried not to panic. and i got through it.. but i mean come on that cant be normal... physical symptoms come from the pschycological stuff right? well this was straight symptoms.. no thoughts.... i know u all arent doctors or anything and ur all probably gonna tell me its just anxiety but what could this be? im 23.. could i possibly have heart problems? my family has no history of heart disease... sooooo????????
one more thing... before all this happend(and please dont think i am disgusting i was suuper hungry and didnt have breakfast) i had mc donalds. i had a small sized double cquarter pounder... two chicken sandwhichs with cheese and no mayo.. and a large coke and then an apple pie... soooo i think i am more scared than alot of you.. look how much a freak i look.. i have posted more bulletins in 2 days than any one has in a year of being on here.. i fear so much there is something wrong with me...... [V]
brandon town