I love nights. I remember the first time I began suffering with anxiety and never left my room. I would often sleep through the day and be awake at night, eating bowls of cereal, tea and biscuits whilst watching odd films on film four. I used to love feeling like I was the only one in existence at them times. Everyone else was unaware of the world. I still love yhat feeling now. Pure quietness, no need for rushing, no one around and a sensr of freedom from the constraints of society.
People often dread the wintery darkness that dominates our end of year days but I absolutely love it. I need to find a way of earning money so I can live this lifestyle permanently. Sleep during day, live for the night.