[xx(] just feel like i cant take anymore, ive tried being strong and tried accepting things but i cant do it anymore. i really want to go bk 2 my carefree self. im feeling strange things most of the time. my sleep is restless (im panicky that much - i even dream about doing my breathing exercises in my sleep). im itching all over this is not normal. im losing weight even tho im eating 3 meals a day. my eyes are always watery wen i wake up, my eyes are sore and feel pressure more than anywhere else in my body. im just scared. no one listens 2 me. the doctor didnt even giv me a chance 2 explain, ive had no tests 4 my symptoms. (there is loads). my boyfriend doesnt understand. hes become more distant lately. he keeps telling me that theres nothing wrong wiv me and that if i feel bad i should take a walk down 2 the local childrens hospital and see what ill health really is. im crying as i write this, feel so low. im convinced ive got some sort of disease thats going 2 kill me. im fed up of worrying about my health. i should be out having fun. ive spent years listening 2 my familys problems, my sisters ocd, my dads ill health and depression and my mums depression and that now im not myself all they say 2 me is theres nothing wrong wiv u and imagine if u had wot ive got and now u know wot im going thru. cant take no more,
sad, lonley, confused, not myself, wheres Amy gone?
amyx