Re: Happy Friday-Eve ... can't wait for this week to end
I can really relate to you both too. I like to do everything to the best of my ability and feel like I have got ahead at the end of the day. Unfortunately for me that is impossible as I work for a very small organisation with massive ambitions and incredibly high expectations and aims. I never feel I have enough time to put my best into anything and this makes me feel like I've failed...over and over and over again! I often work extra hours and still don't get to where I need to be. Also, I've just been through a nasty period of anxiety and depression which has made work even harder and my ability to concentrate and memory have taken a huge beating. I've been put on meds and am starting to recover but It's hard to get past the last 5 months of worry sometimes and frustration sometimes.
Since I've been feeling better I've been very strict on writing all my tasks down in to-do lists in a diary (a big A4 desk diary with lots of space for each day) every day to make things easier for myself. I think that's the most important thing...get everything written down and out of your head and then move things around in your diary to make way for urgent priorities when necessary. I colour code the lists too so I have real priorities in red, meetings in black, 'would like to do' tasks in blue etc. I also put reminders in my electronic calendar to help as my memory is bad.
My other top tip is you must find time to have a proper break in the day. Now, I am not a good example where it comes to this...I can totally relate with you on this swgrl. For years I have snatched 10-20 min lunch breaks at my desk or eaten my lunch while working. Even through my recent relapse of anxiety and depression I was only taking 20 mins or so (not even everyday) in our tiny kitchen at work. This week I had the strength to make a pact with myself to take my whole lunch break every day! I've done quite well - I did the whole hour in the park on Monday and Tuesday, Wednesday I took 40 minutes as I had something urgent to do, and today I took about 40 mins out at a cafe. It's not perfect yet but it's a massive improvement and I feel so much better for it. Alongside the medication, the breaks have helped with my productivity this week and have helped with my recovery. It might not be possible for you to take your full hour swgrl but do try and give yourself as much time as you can away from the office for lunch - maybe try 30 mins and work your way up if it's easier. I appreciate it's really hard but it is so worth it if you can
M xxx
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Generalised Anxiety Disorder, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, Depressive Disorder.