Glad to read it . 12 days look promising.
Glad to read it . 12 days look promising.
Well day 14 has been shite.
Really struggled today. Had a massive brain flurry. Money anxiety. Hating the world. Hating myself. How I've become.
Feeling a little better but still fragile as hell. But argument/tension between me and missus as i slept on and off all day.
Meh.
I know all these symptoms very well. After several days, I suddenly could not find sense in anything - I could not look forward to anything - any activity was absolutely senseless... I was walking from one room to another asi if I could find something, but knew that I would find NOTHING...
It's hard when im struggling with debt. Payday loans. Km close to being clear of the worst of it. Another 2 months. But means zero money to live off. Realistically £1k would pay them off but is more in interest over these 2 months. Then there's more pointless debt.
Dont have anywhere to borrow it from.
Then I work with a vet who said yesterday he has around 120k in his bank.
Made me think about all the money. How so many live in poverty whilst others live lavish lifestyles.
I work my fingers to the bone (literally when i get a bad bite) and stuggle to pay rent and bills.
Then all the greed and selfishness in the world.
Makes it all seem so worthless.
Im feeling better now. But damn its hard.
I know its a little longer to fight but what if it never ends too?
Even when my money and brain are better. What about the world?
Hi, after about 16 odd years my doctor has decided to take me off clompramine due to terrible social anxiety etc thinking a newer medication might be more suitable. I was on 50 mg and on monday dropped to 25mg. After a few weeks goping to drop to 10 mg before coming off them. Feeling terrible already, not sure i can cope with the thought of feeling worse and worse for weeks, maybe this wasnt the best time of year to come of them. Does anyone know how long it will take before im off them completely? Doctor says once they are out of my system i need to go a few days without anything before i can start a new drug. Cant see how im going to cope, already feel like giving up on everything.
I am on 25mg, feeling quite stabilized, but at the same time I feel that anything less would bring panic and depression problems. I hope that next year I will feel strong enough to try some newer medication.
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