So I'm gonna set aside the other diagnosed problems(squint and astigmatism).

I have blepharitis, I think I'm keeping up with cleaning routine quite well. Been to see someone today about the growth in the corner of my eye, turns out it is a tear film fold. So I have an ocular surface disease. I have just about stopped myself from crying. I can't get rid of the fold and I'm worried that it will grow into my cornea. The tear film is the protective layer and mine is completely compromised. So should I prepare my self for a life of corneal abrasions and scarring that will reduce my vision and quality of life. To top it all of it may affect the chances of me having further squint surgeries to correct my misaligned eyes!!!

I don't know how or why this is happening! The only God send is I know what is causing the ghosting vision.

Please help

Kerri.