Hi All
After 12 months off work due to my anxiety (my main fear is that I will die at work or infact die anywhere, as I have mentioned once or twice [:I])
Anyway in line with my therapist recomendations, I started back at work, new job away from my old line manager, doing 3 hours per day,
Monday was great, sailed through it, Today HR were sharp toned with me and I had my usual fear to run away, just wanted to get out of the damn place and cry but stuck it out, now I dont know how im going to get back in there, I cant fail as they have said I will loose my job based on capability if I go ill again, I am terrified of tomorrow and am sure people are talking about me (well know they are coz heard it), just wish some of them had experienced anxiety then they wouldnt assume I been sat at home watching tv happy all day, how do I get myself back in there?
Wendy xx