So my husband never sleeps in the same bed as me anymore. He uses the excuse of settling our 4 year old daughter and then always claims he falls asleep in her bed as he is so tired but I think he is just avoiding me at night as this is when I am far worse.
I hate it as it is when I need him the most... I feel so lonely and deserted by him. I just want him to hold me and tell me he is here for me like he used to do.. I think my anxiety is ruining my marriage. I am always crying and worried and have no sex drive at all...
I will go back to Doc this week to be re-examined and maybe that will help if all is well but I resent this coldness when I need him the most.. What if I really do have something wrong with me... I know this must be so hard and emotionally draining for him but I cannot help the way I am. I did CBT a few years ago and it helped at the time but not now.. What can I do??? Somebody out there care please I have never felt so alone in my life.