I think I'm a catastrophic mess. I hate coming home because I feel such irritation and anger as soon as I walk in the door aimed at my family and I don't understand it and I feel so attacked and impulsive and consumed I constantly want to run and escape. I hate it, I really really am scared of my responses etc I just can't cope at all I'm so dream like but highly sensitive at the same time I feel so out of control and don't know what to do anymore