I can't take anymore. I never get anywhere in life, it feels like there's just one bad thing after another. I don't want to deal with this pain anymore, everything's so raw. On top of the hell of anxiety and depression that I've been going through I've also gone through a heart break which has shattered me. I give up on everything. I've been sitting in my car for the last two hours completely paralysed by what on earth I can possibly do with myself. I've just lost a huge support system because he realised he was still in love with his ex. There's a serving of rejection and embarrassment for you. I reacted so emotionally last night I'm now just mortified that I let my emotions get the better of me and i seek out reactions. I'm kicking myself hugely. Another person I have to let go of and wonder what on earth happened. I'm an absolute waste of space. I want out of life so bad, I have no motivation to keep going to feel better and let time he. My whole life is time healing.