I seem to be doing better although today I started feeling really tired but the morning started off with a bang..I got out drove around the property checking fence and also took the four wheeler out around the property too and I have done that in a long time.Months ago when I was at the doctors office my blood pressure was high but they said it was probably because of nervousness and didnt really say anything other than if I was worried about it to come back sometimes and just let them check it.. I have asked my nurse friend on several occassions if she thought I had high blood pressure and she said not really.. But today I was feeling tired and her and her husband came by and we were all talking about feelings and such and her husband said that I should buy a blood pressure kit and check it everyday ..Im thinking if I did that then I would scare myself into having high blood pressure which would scare me even more..I don't want to take my blood pressure and am afraid to and remember when I was in the doctors office it was pretty high but they seem to think it was all white coat syndrome because I didnt have any other symptoms.If the nurse that sees me that often doesnt seem to think there is anything wrong with me should I force myself to take my blood pressure knowing it will scare me? I mean.. could all the things I feel be blood pressure related ? Or could I just say well nobody seems to think that is anything wrong so I don't really need it checked..? I am stuck and don't know what to do ..Help?