well got a letter from doc yesterday askin me to go for a routine mammergram any one els had one of these i no you have to have them now at 50 but so afraid to think there will be nothin there and then get told there is also been told they hurt abit as awell you no there seems to be something thrown at me evry week just latley why me i say to my self i have enough to cope with just thinkin i have all these things wrong with me my anxiety as been through the roof for some time and dont seem to beable to get it down not been sleeping to good for some time as well now any way bye for now trish