So i somehow lost all rationality.
Anxiety often intrigues me in many ways and one of the most interesting I find is that we can be rational about many things but sometimes its almost like something over takes over and I just lose it 
I was carrying my laptop up the stairs when I hit it off the doorframe and it came back around only to hit me right above the left eyebrow, I kinda stayed calm for a few seconds but now I have a headache where I hit it and it just feels heavy/tingly and after that my mind instantly went off on how I can't sleep because I'll fall into a coma. I managed to slightly pull myself out of it by reminding myself that I did fall over once and hit it much much worse but that thought is still nagging at me that I shouldn't sleep and I'm wondering its because I'm tired? I feel like when you're really tired you don't have much anxiety tolerance but its kind of ironic because its also going to keep me up 
Its a riot sometimes I swear lol
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Altogether now..shut up Karen!!
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