Hi I'm a female who has been going through hocd, i have dealing with it for months and I'm wondering if anyone's had this. I was watching a calling out video on YouTube and I normal panic, which is what happened but my head would question everything they'd say and now my thoughts have made something else up which scares the living out of me. It started questioning whether I was just scared of what people would think about me if I was gay. I was never worrying about that when the thoughts started I didn't care because I was just trying to prove I wasn't gay, but my thoughts have made me panic. Every time I have the thought my heart drops and stomach hurt. The checking is from waking hour until I sleep. Everyone keeps saying I'm not gay which I feel I know it's just the thought that's there making constantly question. Please help