Re: Just an update x
-Update 01-
(sorry for bumping this xx)
I'm still coping pretty well despite my big time side pain flare up, i haven't seeked out any reassurance for it which is amazing for me x
i just really need to focus on my OCD, rituals and eyelash fear now,
i wasn't aware of how bad my rituals were until my partner noticed them, all my other fears have dimmed down and although there's a niggling thought at the back of my mind i can rationalize it pretty well however i'm still having issues with choking and eyelashes(which is very confusing for me) like out of the fears in the world i have to care about getting eyelashes in my eyes? like its the end of the world
it doesn't take up much of my time thankfully only really before bed, i find myself having to check three times before hand even if i don't see anything the first. all in all especially for everything going on i'm feeling strangely happy and i hope everyone else is too xx
All the best
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- Laine
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