some positive reinforcement...

I've tried many SSRI, and well, I don't do good on them unfortunately. I don't do good with ingesting anything chemical now because of what happened to me 2 years ago, but I need help and I'm giving this medication a try.

I am worried about it. I am looking at reviews and its all mixed and I know each person reacts different.

I want it to work because I can't let this anxiety ruin my life any more. It's already taken 2 years of it and I've had enough. I want to live. I want to get a job. I want to be able to do things that is physically intense. The muscle pain and breathing issues that are chronic for me is very debilitating, and I just hope this med will to the trick and relax me, help me breathe normally, and just help me.

How are you guys doing on it? I'm on 5 mg 2x a day. I'm very sensitive to medication, so he started very light. I for sure felt it when I took it earlier today and it did make me nervous and jeez are my jaw muscles hurting and giving me ear discomfort.