I have been in a like a dream world all day.My mind seems to function on a normal level but my left arm has had unfamilar sharp pains..
I went outside and did some lifting of somethings that I don't normally do and well before then I was kind of laying on my arm during the time I started getting the sharp pains..
My heart has been acting weird all day .. beating slow when it shoud have been beating fast ,and beating extra fast when it should be beating slow..The day has seemed odd almost like a time warp..
The thoughts I am having are seclusion and weirdness..Could you have a mini stroke and it affect your throught process but not that much and change your perspective of life..
Its just been a weird day and continues to fill weird into the nighttime.
My pulse has pounded in my head off and on during the daytime today and looks to continue during the night.. Behind my left ear is sore where sometimes It feels as thought the actuall arteries are pushing my head up and down..
My thoughts just arent all together..im spacey even as I look at the sundown and i don't feel secure ,I feel lost in space and time although this seems no different from any other day ..
I feel super tired one moment and the next I dont .My breathing is hard one moment and then its not.. I hurt one moment then I dont but its just so odd.. Is this the unreality that most speak of..Its like when you wake and you would rather be in a dream state than being in realitity ..?
I hate this feeling..Most days I have started feeling half way normal and belonging in reality but today I just feel out there..Could this just be anxiety or could it be that I have some type of artery problem and not getting enough oxygen or had a mini stroke that has somehow altered my reality ..
Or is it just feelings that most people get that they don't ever talk about it.. ?